I really don't know what to think. I just got home from Starbucks....it was great conversation...but during so I realized something is wrong. I've allowed myself to forget....I had forgotten the intense passion (and hence sometimes my frustration) for the Senior High ministry. I'm just not sure of what I should be doing different. I guess sometimes as a "leader" I can say something or try to exemplify the idea that I'm trying to get across...but that's all I can do. I can't force things to happen, but I feel like it all rests upon my shoulders in the end. It's not about me or what I'm doing at all...all the "doing" that needs to be done is giving myself to God and allowing him to use me in this ministry....so do whatever You want with me...for You are God and I am not.
"' For your thoughts are not my thoughts, neither are your ways my ways' declares the Lord" --Isaiah 55
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