Well, this weekend has been alright. I've pretty much just been relaxing and taking a break from life because the past couple of weeks have been ridiculously hectic. I realized in my english class at Malone last Thursday that I only have about a week and a half of classes left there this semester. I can't believe it, school is coming to and end so fast. I don't know what I'm going to do when I don't have to get up and go to Jackson everyday and do all the high school stuff I'm so accustomed to. Like quitting the worship team--I'm dreading that. I really don't want to, especially since they're cancelling One18. It's like Sean, Josh, and I have been working so hard this past year to acclimate all of us to new positions and work on our leadership and musical abilities. It's almost as if we've done all this work just to let it all be thrown away. What the heck...why do all my friends have to be either two years older than me or two years younger than me. But here's the thing...The people that I was friends with that were older than me all graduated and moved on. I never talk to those people anymore. I'm desperatly trying to make sure that doesn't happen with the people that are younger than me. Seriously the entirety of the worship team is two years younger than me...if not more. I feel like graduating and relationships are the only things I ever talk about here...but I think that's because that is what is real to me right now. Plus I don't think anyone read this anyways...but these are the things that I am facing head on a day to day basis. I feel like I just need some good old starbucks and an afternoon with a go-to person.