Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Well, it's nice to be able to just sit down and rest for awhile. Although house-sitting really isn't that hard, it's nice to get away. I just can't be in the same place for too long without going nuts. If I'm not giving lessons somewhere, I'm stuck at the house....and since it's not my house, there's really nothing for me to do there.

Well, the seniors all got to pick up their graduation announcements and such today. Wow, did was that a reality check or what? I can't believe I'm actualy graduating in May. This year has flown by so fast! Honestly, I'm kind of scared. Not that I'm scared to go to Malone or anything. The change itself is not the scary part, it's the effect that this huge change is going to have on my life that is nerve-racking. Like finally leaving the SH ministry after being a student for 6 years...I'm not sure what I'm going to do with myself after I have no biblestudies to go to and no worship team to be apart of. What is most "scary" per say is the effect that graduating is going to have on all of my relationships. The only people in the SH that I've really become friends with (besides the seniors group...which is all leaving Canton for their school) are a good 2 years younger than me. Unfortunately, I've seen some of my relationships with people go down the drain as soon as they graduated and I was left in high school. I just hope the same thing doesn't happen when I graduate. I guess only time will tell...

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